when i feel ignored and pushed away./.. thjats the reazl mew

had fun at jon's bday thing. was nice to talkt to A and hear out what she told me via text the weeek before. its fun to care. it hurts to car3e.

i left my paTIENCE BACK IN 30TH ST STATION

hashed out some drama i guess, i talked to C which was nice. i wish we were closeer but whatever, won't be at her bday thing sunday both because [redacted] and cause i can't make it fit. i've felt cast aside all week, that's fine, idc, feelings are fleeting. Maybe i go see mu~nec tomorrow maybe not. i shoulkd ask S for a ride