really letting friction decide what i do or don't these last few days of 2025

like when i skipped the lil event my friend had at her place on sat, just didnt think it was worth it for me to show up over an hour after the supposed end time. especially with no specifc update to me from anyone there about it

which ended up being the better option cause i got to host five friends at mine, listening to the recording of the dj set i did with a few others on phers bday. my, some of those transitions need a lot of work lol. maybe made vague plans to launch another art exhibiotion bid with two friends. could be fun

i went to some art opening this weekend and honestly, it was ok. i went for one friend who if she hadn't been in the show i doubt i would've gone. hadn't even intended to go but i accidentally fell asleep for like 15 mins after long day at work and generally sleeping five hours/night for the past few days. friend came and left after me not replying for 6 minutes. so it went. freed up time to go to that. liked running into noam. and noah. but everything else was just kinda whatever. i liked some sculptures even though noah said they dont really do it for him as art medium. i dont get that

lied about going to my parents to eat leftover pozole to get out of some conversations i didnt want to be in. but now im like i should host a soup partty in late january..

i hit up emmett for when i go to nyc again next month but again, he will be out of town. he may be back one day which i hope we can catch up on

i shouldve just gone to numbers

i think i plan on spending nye alone in my room. feels like a fitting conclusion to the year