what if i went to monster jam again (30$ tix not making it likely..)

everything feels dumb again but at least im enjoying isolating and reading again

had the first day of my internship this week, helped interpet/translate for a client who was applying to a county-specific healthcare benefit and while it was fulfilling to help that process go as smoothly as possible, the more the person opened up the more i was like, riight there's reall issues in the world much more deserving of empathy than a lot of stuff i face day-to-day. they also gave mre more of a perspective on why salvadorans support bukele. when every other president has been inept and he comes in, build hospitals that allow people to get healthcare that actually fixes their ailments while being affordable, then of course they'll look the other way when he abolishes term limits. healthcare is livelihood after all. the narrative around only the mother's of gang members being against him can then spread so easily

i should apply for food stamps again

in december (august) drinking horchata

cheesecloth fixed my horchata

was like why my leg hurt and its cause of a tattoo

why am i seeing cutwaters mentioned everywhere now i remember drinking them with diamond in march of 2021 and getting a lil too drunk in public cause of them why it take four years for everyone else to catch on....

recreating the weapons meal with ikea veggie dogs (havent seen the movie)

not enough hours between waking up and having to be at work

have birght eyes (gold mine gutted) stuck in my head rn

last night i dreamt natalia lafourcade did a surprise show at bald kitty

a 72-month 22%apr loan on a honda civic would fix me

mailed two post cards to people i haven't met seems fun to try and get to know people via the mail

despite how neglected i feel i'm still not gonna tweet

does feel increasingly pointless to try anymore

making mochi banana bread here is my mochi banana bread recipe:

180g mochiko flour
80g all purpose unbleached flour
1tsp baking soda
1tsp baking powder
1tsp sea salt
1/2tsp ground cinnamon

2 v ripe bananas

165g sugar (100g light brown/white, 65g dark brown)
1 stick of butter
2 eggs
1tsp of vanilla
dark chocolate chips (personally a bit excessive but im the weird one for wanting plain banan bread...)

i've only made this twice. i make regular bread all the time. almost the same recipe. minus baking powder and a total of 240g of all purpose flour only

finally washed and took care of chain maintnence on motorbike. really should have a name for it by now. my cub was yakult. cause it was red and cream. and i had just seen mononoke again. need somehting fun like that again. going to continue ignoring the nail in my rear tire, however

dj set later. funny. never really thought i would do that. it's a b2b so it's not all me. and only reason it got 'booked' is cause pher allowed me to play with him during his slot. dont foresee many more sets. maybe just bedroom mixes. should be fun though. playing silly stuff. energetic stuff. spanish stuff. tipo underground stuff. my dad used to dj when he was my age. younger probably since that was more of a mexico arc for him. he was in the states by my current age. i'll send him the link but don't think he'll like the music too much. i wonder if he's depressed sometimes. seems to have softened up over the past few years

my fault, depre posting is not conducive to who i am working towards being. yesterday was too much but today is a new day and i will take steps forward !

lots of things to look forward to. and i am. only way out is through. and they're waiting for me at the end